18 days to find a place to live.

So, still trying to find a place to live.  I went to look at a townhome today.  They don't have any available until July 31st.  Also, it was somewhat small.  I called other places today as well.  4 of them called me back.  I am planning to look at a place tomorrow and hopefully others this week.  I just have to find a place before July 20th.  Court is on the 10th.  Everything sucks right now.  I just want someone to give us a chance. 

I don't have any money saved up to move with.  I don't even know what I am going to do.  I get paid on the 15th but it won't be enough.  I am going to need between a 1000 and 1500 to move on.  Very stressful.

Why does this crap always have to happen to me?  I just don't get it.  I am so stressed!  Just want this month to be done and over with.  It is too stressful and overwhelming.  We have 18 days to be out of here.  I wish I had money to pay York Creek off plus the new place. However, I don't have all kinds of money to do that.

Stress about moving

I am stressed to the max.  Trying to find a place to live in less than three weeks will do that to you.  I've looked at three places so far and have emailed at least 10 places.  I just have to find a place.  I am freaking out so bad.  This past week was a bad week.  Found out a lot of information that is quite upsetting to me.  We go to court on July 10th and most likely will need to be out by July 20th.  I have nowhere to go as we speak.  I need to have a back up plan.  All I know is that the apartment isn't even packed up yet.  There is so much stuff.  I don't even know where to begin.  Kids are not helping the situation out either.  I am glad that Mikayla will be going to camp for most of July.  That will give me lots of time to get things organized.  I just hate the fact that we have to move.  I was quite content where we are at. 

I pray to God that we can find a place.  Nothing is worse than the stress of the unknown.

Well, that's about it for today.  I just want this whole month to pass me by and that we find a safe place to move to.